Your transformation can start with just one thought

Your transformation can start with just one thought.

For me it was the opposite of what I was experiencing deep within myself.

On the inside I felt like I was an orphan, even though I’m not.

But it was the experience of the broken path I walked as I grew up.

I isolated myself to feel safe.

“I don’t need anyone” I told myself deep down inside my heart.

Because that made me feel safe, and not to be abandoned.

So I basically abandoned myself before anyone else could.

I was helping others, but didn’t let anyone help me.

For me the transformation came in as a form of this thought.

I am so loved.

I had a moment where I forgot time and everyone around me and just felt this thought.

I don’t know how actual adoption feels like, but I can imagine.

But when the thought came to me, I felt like it was a moment of adoption.

Like I was adopted, as this thought came with such heavy, weighty presence.

It was the year 2009, and nothing was ever the same for me after that.

That thought started something in me, that is still taking form.

I walked with it, I pondered it while feeling like an outsider in a group.

Whenever the feeling of abandonment came and presented itself to me.

I embraced this thought as the true thought of myself.

I started telling myself, that I am experiencing abandonment as a self projected outcome.

I told myself that I should assume the best from people.

That they are not here to abandon me, but my broken thought patterns make me believe that.

It became safe for me to trust people again.

I started pouring into myself and let people help me.

I went to therapy in that process, read books that were healing and empowering and talked with trusted friends.

I can tell you that it took a lot of inner work and exercise, to believe this new thought I had.

But the process was so powerful.

I could start healing in so many areas in my life, slowly and with grace.

Why I love to share this with you, is the possibility of your thought coming your way just around the corner. 

Or encouraging you to walk with your thought, if it has found you already.

You are so beautiful and worth the healing you want to experience in your journey.

 And with healing you have the ability to build something new on that foundation.

It is a beautiful path and you decide how you journey on with it.