8/06/21

island shores

this is the back stage of my dream

where there's only you and I

and that deep gratitude that fills the room
where would I be without you

so lost, so lonely and afraid
when you called me to rise up I feared

I was afraid that my dream
the one you and I shared in the secret
would do harm for my dear family

we had our own dream as a family
but my part wasn't a leading role
at least I thought

then you came
you took my hand
and lead me to this room

this is where it all started molding
in the secret of my heart
that part where only you have access

you filled me with courageous vision
of a girl with an orphaned heart
who became a queen

in my own life I could have a leading role
you whispered
you didn't force me to come out of my shell

you just dared me with that look in your eyes
filled with love flaming like fire

and I said a silent yes
so silent at first
that you took me to that island

where our hearts first met
transparent as the opal colored ocean around us

we watched as the pacific waves of majesty rose to the sandy shores

you took me to watch that beauty
so I could see mine that you had given me

strenght that was molded in the pain
a warriors heart yet a mothers

you showed me that I could do anything
with you

it was spring when we stood on that island
a season of new, unstoppable growth
and my heart was ready for it

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