Drifted Away to Find Purpose

You've drifted away so far from your passions that your heart bleeds in the dead of the night.

Yet here you are, being held.

If this is you, I have such deep compassion for you, because I was there too.

Secretly bleeding while held.

I found myself washed away by life, in the middle of restricting boundaries, expectations and duties.

My soul was numb.

And here's the beautiful part.

Something small shifted.

And the wild momentum in my heart got loose.

It started slowly finding its nooks to flow out of me, like the lifeflow of sap from a birch.

I was suddenly free to create my life like I always dreamed.

Piece by piece.

It took me a decade or two to get to that spot.

So if you're deep into your drifted away state, here's a thought for you.

The  s h i f t  is coming.

But it doesn't come from the outside as much as it is born within  y o u.

You deciding to go all in on your own life.

To take the wheel in a way that you start slowly, simply making that little calibration of the direction.

Not anything drastic even.

Just a notch.

And that starts the shift.

It looks like you trying out new things.

You saying yes to learning about things you couldn't care about before.

Because you're on the search of the curious, passionate you.

The one who is hungry for life.

Who's not trying to shy away hiding into the comfortable daydream, where nothing ever evolves.

You're on the search of what fulfills you.

What fills your days with meaning.

What makes life flow through you.

And along the way you start learning what is really valuable for you.

So valuable that you're willing to do the work to preserve and edify it.

And to evolve yourself to that stage where you find your sweet spot.

The spot where your natural talents meet someone's deepest needs extravagantly. 

You were made for this.

The  s h i f t  is coming.

Are you ready for it?

Here's the core place to be.

For you to receive that shift in you.

To be held.

To open your hands.

They're empty for a reason.

That empty space is valuable for you.

It's the place for the new start.

Breath it in.

And receive.

That silent voice inside you is getting louder with one thing.

Silent peace.